Thursday, July 31, 2025

No more normal ... and how science fiction handles mental illness

My current reading is "No more normal" by Dr Alastair Santhouse, a fascinating and very interesting discussion of various issues connected with mental health, and how our view of these issues has changed over the past century. Fortunately, I haven't really come across most of the issues raised in the book, although I identify with the rhetorical question, At what point does a low mood tip over into depression? I was very unhappy from the autumn of 1977 through to the spring of 1978, but was I depressed? I thought so, but psychiatrists thought not.

I don't want to write about most of the issues raised in the book, but rather something that seems somewhat tangential and amusing. Santhouse writes: I often used to wonder how mental illness would be treated in the future. Generally, it was a topic ignored by science fiction writers. Inasmuch as it was covered in the Star Trek world, there were two broad approaches. The main theme seemed to be that mental illness was a quaint relic of a near-forgotten past, like money or petty ambition. I imagine the assumption was that the social utopia that led people to the stars also cured the world of mental illness. The second approach was the use of a telepathic, albeit human-looking woman from another planet, who could sense emotion and then offer counselling. [Chapter 13]

Robert Silverberg touched on this topic several times: sometimes the solution would be a 'happy pill', and sometimes an expulsion of the self and its replacement by another 'self' (e.g. "The second trip"). But I think that the best treatment comes from the novella "How it was when the past went away" (which after a long search I found in the collected stories volume "To the dark star"). One thread of this excellent story is concerned with Nate Haldersen. A dialog with a diagnostic computer reads as follows:
“You have been suffering from social displacements and dysfunctions whose origin, Dr. Bryce feels, lies in a situation of traumatic personal loss.” 
“Loss of what?” 
“Your family, Dr. Haldersen.” 
“Yes. That’s right. I recall, now—I had a wife and two children. Emily. And a little girl—Margaret, Elizabeth, something like that. And a boy named John. What happened to them?” 
“They were passengers aboard Intercontinental Airways Flight 103, Copenhagen to San Francisco, September 5, 1991. The plane underwent explosive decompression over the Arctic Ocean and there were no survivors.” 
Haldersen absorbed the information as calmly as though he were hearing of the assassination of Julius Caesar. “Where was I when the accident occurred?”
“In Copenhagen,” the robot replied. “You had intended to return to San Francisco with your family on Flight 103; however, according to your data file here, you became involved in an emotional relationship with a woman named Marie Rasmussen, whom you had met in Copenhagen, and failed to return to your hotel in time to go to the airport. Your wife, evidently aware of the situation, chose not to wait for you. Her subsequent death, and that of your children, produced a traumatic guilt reaction in which you came to regard yourself as responsible for their terminations.”

The guilt arising from this situation caused Halderson to become severely depressed; when introduced in the story, he says that he hasn't left his hospital room for two and a half years. 

When the sensors discovered him slipping below the depression line, ultrasonic snouts came nosing up from the recesses of the mattress, proximity nozzles that sought him out in the bed, found the proper veins, squirted him full of dynajuice to cheer him up. Modern science was wonderful. It could do everything for Haldersen except give him back his family.... 
“How can I make a conscious effort to forget something? Tim, Tim, isn’t there some drug I can take, something to wash away a memory that’s killing me?” 
“Nothing effective.” 
“You’re lying,” Haldersen murmured. “I’ve read about the amnesifacients. The enzymes that eat memory-RNA. The experiments with diisopropyl fluorophosphate. Puromycin. The—” 
Dr. Bryce said, “We have no control over their operations. We can’t simply go after a single block of traumatic memories while leaving the rest of your mind unharmed. We’d have to bash about at random, hoping we got the trouble spot, but never knowing what else we were blotting out. You’d wake up without your trauma, but maybe without remembering anything else that happened to you between, say, the age of fourteen and forty. Maybe in fifty years we’ll know enough to be able to direct the dosage at a specific—” 
“I can’t wait fifty years.” 
“I’m sorry, Nate.” 
“Give me the drug anyway. I’ll take my chances on what I lose.” 
“We’ll talk about that some other time, all right? The drugs are experimental. There’d be months of red tape before I could get authorization to try them on a human subject.”

The point of the story is that several antisocial subjects dumped into San Francisco's water supply various chemicals that destroy parts of one's memory; different people in the story lose different parts of their memory (Halderson forgets the adultery and so loses his guilt - he becomes a 'free' man, whereas Dr Tim Bryce seems to be fine - except that he forgets everything about his wife). There are those who drink bottled water and so were not effected. Between a coalition of people who lost some memories but not all, Dr Bryce and others manage to put the city back together again.

Returning to real life, I am sure that Dr Santhouse would be pleased to know about these amnesifacients but he would be worried about their non-specificity. Maybe in the future there will be developed such drugs that can work on specific memories - but how could one program them? My memories of late 1977 lie in some part of the brain, whereas someone else's memories of the same period could lie in a different part of the brain. Not only that: when I access those memories, they are brought into short-term memory and deleted from long-term memory; when I stop remembering, they either get transferred immediately to somewhere in long-term memory (almost certainly not the same location) or they get transferred at night when I sleep. 

Santhouse writes: Even if science fiction has failed to conjure a convincing future psychiatry, it is possible for us to draw on our knowledge of recent technological advances in physical medicine to imagine their application to conditions of the mind, understanding that mental problems originate or are marked within the brain. Where exactly though? Future technologies may have the answers. We may be able to follow thinking processes in the brain, to ‘see’ depression, anxiety and psychosis and prove that they are real and not, as some critics of psychiatry maintain, socially constructed artefacts.

Maybe I'll be able to find an address for Dr Santhouse and pass him the Silverberg reference. This episode only goes to show that Star Trek does not speak for all science fiction, but rather for only a very small part. 



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27231/07/2010How things have changedLiterature
74531/07/2014Feral systemsDBA
105931/07/2017Mobile CPAPCPAP

Wednesday, July 30, 2025

The making of "Five leaves left"

I normally eat breakfast whilst watching instructional videos from YouTube on the television. Yesterday I was looking for something interesting when I chanced upon a 'Word in your ear' podcast from David Hepworth about a Nick Drake album of which I had never heard: 'The making of Five Leaves Left'. The podcast was very interesting, so when I had a spare moment at work, I looked for this album.

Although it was released only a few days ago on 25 July, it already has a Wiki page. This is a four cd box set, where the fourth disc is yet another remastered version of the original album. The gold is to be found on the first three discs where various alternate/original versions of the songs can be found. 

The first disc comprises initial demos of Nick, a tape of which was passed to John Martyn, who was later to become a friend of Nick. Actually, Nick was closer to John's wife, Beverly, and the tape was in her possession. The second disc comes from a newly found Paul de Rivaz Cambridge reel recorded in Cambridge during the Lent term, 1968. The third disc mainly contains demos from Sound Techniques in 1969.

There's a very interesting sequence on disc one: three different versions of 'Day is done' back to back. The first, dating from 11 April 1968, is an orchestral (well, chamber orchestra) arrangement of the song, without vocal. The second dates from 12 November 1968, featuring guitar and vocal, very much like the final version. The third version is from 3 April 1969 and again is a chamber orchestral arrangement without vocal; again, this doesn't sound like the final version, even though its recording date is very close to the final version.

There's a chamber orchestral version of 'Riverman' dating from 4 January 1969; the first verses feature the mysterious strings of Harry Robinson, but towards the end there are lines that are repetitive and only detract from the song. Fortunately these lines were cut from the final version that must rank as one of the top Nick Drake songs.

The recording dates show that Nick was frequently in the studio. As producer Joe Boyd wrote in his book 'White Bicycles', When I had some peace and quiet later that winter afternoon in 1968, I put the reel-to-reel tape on the little machine in the corner of my office. The first song was not one of his best: ‘I Was Made To Love Magic’. The sentimental chord at the beginning of the chorus became one of the few moments in a Nick Drake song to annoy me. But that first time, it drew me in: it was, after all, the first Nick Drake song I ever heard. Next came ‘The Thoughts Of Mary Jane’, then ‘Time Has Told Me’. I played the tape again, then again. The clarity and strength of the talent were striking.... One evening, Nick played me all his songs. Up close, the power of his fingers was astonishing, with each note ringing out loud – almost painfully so – and clear in the small room. I had listened closely to Robin Williamson, John Martyn, Bert Jansch and John Renbourn. Half-struck strings and blurred hammerings-on were an accepted part of their sound; none could match Nick’s mastery of the instrument. After finishing one song, he would retune the guitar and proceed to play something equally complex in a totally different chord shape....We took our time [emphasis mine] finishing Five Leaves Left, taking stock after each session before planning the next....Five Leaves Left’s final piece fell into place when Kirby announced that he was not up to ‘River Man’. He had tried, but just couldn’t manage what he knew Nick wanted and what the song deserved. John Wood immediately suggested Harry Robinson, aka Lord Rockingham....Harry was a master mimic. You want Sibelius? He could give you Sibelius. Since Nick wanted ‘River Man’ to sound like Delius, Harry, said John was our man....Having heard a tape, Harry was already intrigued when we arrived. Nick played the song through, then strummed chords as the tape played, showing Harry the textures he wanted for the string parts. I had never heard him so articulate or so demanding. Harry made notes and nodded. The result was a track which – next to the Volkswagen ad’s ‘Pink Moon’ – is the most often played and discussed of all Nick’s songs.

Happy birthday, Kate Bush.


This day in blog history:

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18830/07/2009Speed IIIProgramming, Office automation
27130/07/2010Nice workDavid Lodge
61530/07/2013SynchronicityTV series
105830/07/2017Sing Street (2) - A few more observationsFilms
152130/07/2022Kate Bush - a little harmonic analysisKate Bush, Music theory
164930/07/2023The swimming pool show - addenda and updatesMusical group

Tuesday, July 29, 2025

Pinning blogs

Yesterday evening I was working as a freelance Priority programmer when I had recourse to use a special technique that I had developed a month or two ago. Unfortunately I only remembered that the technique existed but I couldn't remember its details. I knew that I had documented it, so I launched the Blog Manager Program (BMP) for "the other blog", looking for the specific entry, which I found after a few minutes.

This entry gave the backbones of the technique but not the actual details. For that, I knew that I would need the name of the procedure in which I had used the technique, but this essential detail was missing from the blog. There's no easy way of finding a given procedure in Priority, especially if one doesn't remember its name, so I had to look through several menus until I eventually found the procedure and of course, the special technique.

Back in the BMP, the first thing that I did was to edit the saved entry to include the procedure's name (this doesn't appear on the Internet version of the blog). Then I thought that it would be a good idea if I could find this entry without having to search for it, or as I called it, "pin the entry to the start bar". Of course, the BMP doesn't have a start bar and there's no concept of pinning, but after a few moments' cogitation, I realised that it would be very simple to have a list of blogs displayed on program startup.

At first, I implemented pinning by creating a new table named ... yes, you guessed it, 'pinned'. This table has only one field, 'blog', and obviously any blog whose number is in this table is pinned. I wrote the code necessary to check whether there were any pinned blogs and if so, to display them. Then I went over several units in order to add code to either pin or unpin a given blog.

I then took the dog for a walk, and realised that I wasn't thinking totally straight. As Fred Brooks wrote in his book "The mythical man month", plan to throw one [implementation] away; you will, anyhowObviously, a table with one field isn't a particularly good idea; much better would be to add a 'pinned' field to the 'entries' table. This way I don't have to deal with 'insert' and 'delete' statements; instead, the field's value is updated to either 1 (pinned) or 0 (not). This is much simpler, and in fact, the updating is done by one central and common procedure.

It would be nice if this procedure could also check whether there is a list of pinned blogs being displayed, and if so, update it. Another possibility would be to display a list of pinned blogs if one is not displayed. This is slightly problematic, because 'the list' or a rather, a query of entries whose value of pinned is 1, is not a simple list but instead an invocation of the 'temp' table with a specific instance number. So I would have to either insert into this table or delete from it, then cause the pinned window to update. Not too complicated, but fiddly. The first thing to do is save the instance number of the pinned window.


This day in blog history:

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4429/07/2006HolidayHoliday, Joni Mitchell
18729/07/2009Speed, speed, speed/2Programming, Office automation
61429/07/2013Transferring more cassettesPersonal, Old recordings
74429/07/2014Research proposal acceptedDBA
96529/07/2016The night managerTV series, John Le Carre
141029/07/2021My father's eyes (song)Song writing, Father
164829/07/2023Exhausted but happySong writing, Swimming, Musical group

Monday, July 28, 2025

Adding comments to the blog manager program

Following on from yesterday's blog1 about comments: after I authorised the 82 comments that had been left, I received each comment in a separate email. The question that I then asked myself was 'How can I add these comments to the blog manager program?'. 

In a similar manner to storing posts, the first action is to save the email in HTML format which my oldish version of Outlook does perfectly. This results in files with names such as "Perceptions New comment on the 8-puzzle..htm". The major problem with reading the file is the file name - there are two full stops next to each other. That was easily dealt with, but the problem of commas and similar punctuation is more problematic. In the end, I solved this by both editing the blog's title and the file name in order to ensure its being read. I can't use the same idea of finding blogs that don't have comments, as there are far more blogs than don't have comments than those that do, and a blog can have more than one comment.

Once the comment text had been saved, I had to program how to retrieve it. An option of the 'show entries' dialog brings up a list of comments for a given blog, and from this list, a comment can be chosen. At the moment I don't have more than one comment per blog, but the capability exists for more than one comment per blog.

In short, there weren't any major problems in adding the comments. I have already thought of improvements although I don't know whether I'll bother - for example, first of all saving the name of the person who added the comment, then accessing comments per person.

Internal links
[1] 1972



This day in blog history:

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18628/07/2009Speed, speed, speedProgramming, Office automation
27028/07/2010The in-basket 5In-basket
61328/07/2013A neat hack: right clicking a grid's title barProgramming, Delphi, ClientDataSet
115828/07/2018100 yearsPersonal

Sunday, July 27, 2025

Comments

When I started this blog way back in 2005, I allowed comments to be displayed without my authorisation; after only a few blogs, I noticed that I was getting spammed so I stopped that. For a while, comments used to be sent to my email where I could choose to publish or delete them.

I haven't received such emails for a long time, so to be honest, I had completely forgotten about them. Maybe no one reads these blogs and so no one comments. Today I idly went to the web page that manages these blogs and clicked on the 'comments' link: to my surprise, I found about 50 comments waiting for my authorisation.

Some of them were clearly spam - the same topic appeared again and again, promoting some spy thriller - but most of them were interesting. So I deleted obvious spams and authorised the rest. Some of these reference blogs that I wrote over ten years ago whereas some reference more recent blogs.

From now on, I'll try to remember to check the comments waiting for authorisation at least once a week. And now I know that at least someone is reading.



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18527/07/2009MBAMBA
38927/07/2011Masochistic programmingProgramming, Unicode
88127/07/2015Vinyl log 22 - 27 JulyVinyl log, Fairport Convention, Jackson Browne
105727/07/2017Sing StreetFilms, Swell Season
115727/07/2018Careless loveLiterature, DCI Banks, Police procedurals
124827/07/201910 years of post-graduate studyDBA
164727/07/2023Displaying blog content within my blog manager (2)Programming, Blog manager program

Saturday, July 26, 2025

Tu b'Av performance

The calendar shows that the very minor festival day of Tu B'Av will be in two weeks' time. This is the Israeli equivalent of Valentine's day; I don't know quite why it's in the middle (or towards the end) of summer, but the 'Tu' word means 14 - it will be in the middle of a lunar month and so there will be a full moon - very romantic.

The female singer in our musical group has long wanted us to play at this time, so as soon as we got our previous appearance1 out of our system, we started suggesting romantic songs to be played. There is, of course, a surfeit of such songs, but even so a few songs have been suggested that I've never heard of before. This performance (which will be brought forward from the Saturday night that is the Hebrew date to Thursday) - or rather the list of songs - is unusual for us, in several respects:
  • there are three or four songs in 3/4 time
  • there are a few 'acoustic' songs that might actually be played with one acoustic guitar
  • there are one or two songs during which I don't play
  • I get to sing lead vocal on one song

The 'not playing' bit is because at least one of the songs is very delicate and I feel that I don't have anything to add to it (and I don't want to make it sound worse). For another song, I feel a bit like George Harrison in a very cringe-inducing scene from the "Let It Be" film when he says to Paul McCartney something like "I'll play what you want me to play, and I won't play at all if you don't want me to".

Referencing the Beatles is obviously subconscious, for the song that I am going to sing is "I saw her standing there", the opening song of the first Beatles' album. We've rehearsed this a few times, but at our last rehearsal, whilst probably waiting for someone to get themselves together, I started playing it at a very slow place, turning the song into something else. We continued to play the entire song in this new arrangement, and at the end, I turned to the others and said "Well? Maybe we could play the song like that - it will certainly sound unusual". In the end we agreed that the first verse will be slow and the rest fast, although I have yet to decide whether to repeat the first verse at the fast tempo and simply to continue with the second verse.

I now have memorised almost all of the songs (or more accurately, the songs have wormed their way into my memory), but there's one where I am going to play with the music on a stand - this has an instrumental, or more correctly, vocalese break of something like 24 bars, and the chords for this create a continually rising spiral with several diminished chords. It's not something that is easily memorised, hence the sheet music. In fact, it took several weeks to figure out the complete and correct sequence: although I have the official sheet music for this song in a book published some 45 years ago, the chords there are in a different key and use different symbols for diminished and half-dimished chords. Not only that, I remember that I played it at a wedding about 40 years ago and then I transposed the chords to a yet another key that is not the same key in which we will be playing. So I had to figure it all out again, by comparing the various chord charts and what I heard.

I must admit that I am less enthusiastic about this set of songs that I was for our previous set. The performance will take place again at the kibbutz pub; my wife insists that I should be in the front row of musicians instead of lurking at the back. Obviously for 'my song', I'll be at the front but I don't know about the rest.

The octave pedal2 made its debut appearance. At first I was worried that it seemed to make a great deal of noise when I wasn't playing, but this wasn't noticeable during the two songs in which I used it. There is a third song that is in Cm that also requires the pedal; this is quite a delicate song and I am worried that there may be too much noise. We didn't play this song at our last rehearsal so I don't know what it will be like. At the worst, I can use a capo.

Internal links
[1] 1923
[2] 1967



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38826/07/2011Red CapTV series, Switzerland
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132826/07/2020Peter Green, RIPObituary, Fleetwood Mac

Friday, July 25, 2025

Ding Dong, the witch is dead!

About fifteen years ago, I wrote1 what has become a popular blog about knowledge hoarding. Almost all of what I wrote then is still true today. A combination of smart machinery and a clever report managed to reduce this person's degrees of freedom, but she still didn't change her ways dramatically.

About a month ago, I was told that she would soon be retiring and that there would be a new employee replacing her. I thought it very important to give the new employee personal training as she wouldn't get much from Mrs X - and what she would get would be next to useless. So I prepared to travel to Karmiel, but each time I tried, there would be something that prevented me. First it was the war with Iran2, then it was my brother-in-law's funeral3 and mourning period. Finally last week I travelled north and spent several hours with the new employee.

There was held a farewell party on Monday for the retiring employee in Karmiel (I didn't go) and now everybody is informed that Mrs X has retired and has been replaced by Mrs Y. Ding dong, the witch is dead!! Finally we have the chance of having a purchasing department run as intelligently as possible (there are inherent problems with ordering different types of wood planks).

Internal links
[1] 169
[2] 1950
[3] 1957



This day in blog history:

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97 25/07/2007 Life is stranger than art
98 25/07/2007 1972 - the year I've been leading up to Israel, Habonim, Kibbutz, Richard Thompson, 1972
184 25/07/2009 Better late than never - II Richard Thompson, Fleetwood Mac, Albion Band
269 25/07/2010 The in-basket 4 Programming, Delphi, In-basket, Resource files
387 25/07/2011 Human Resources Management results MBA, HRM
880 25/07/2015 Vinyl log 21 - 25 July Richard Thompson, Vinyl log
1056 25/07/2017 Guitar corner Guitars
1246 25/07/2019 Running a procedure from a screen trigger Priority tips

Thursday, July 24, 2025

Beware of the GuestReservations site

We are preparing for a holiday in the Italian riviera at the beginning of September. Several months ago, I had suggested that we stay in Rapallo, but when we looked at videos from there and neighbouring towns such as Santa Margherita Liguria and Camogli, my wife wasn't very enthusiastic. "It's all the same - all one can see is the sea". So I compromised and suggested that we stay in Genoa and make day trips to the various towns along the coast, as well as seeing the (few) sights of Genoa.

Now that the major mourning period for my late brother in law1 is over, my wife very much needs a chance to recharge her batteries, so I renewed the idea. We looked at hotels in Genoa and were very disappointed: none of them seemed to answer all of our needs (not that there are that many). I suggested another compromise, that we spend a few days in Genoa and then move to Rapallo, but after seeing those hotels, we decided to abandon this and spend all our nights in Rapallo as I had originally intended.

We will fly to Malpensa airport, north of Milan, as we did last year; from there we have to take the soi disant Malpensa express train2 to Milan. From there, there is a direct train to Genoa, although that part of the journey takes about two hours. I thought that we would have to change trains (again) in Genoa, but it turns out that the same train continues to Rapallo (and who knows where else, probably Cinque Terra and Pisa). Depending on which time we catch the first train, the cost for both of us one way can vary between $50 and $75! Buying a return ticket is not possible as we will not be returning in the same week.

Then I started looking for hotels in Rapallo. The first one that I found seemed wonderful and not too expensive until I realised that the price that I was looking at was per night and not for the entire stay. Then I found another hotel which seems to be far in excess of what we need but will give us a good chance to relax: Hotel Italia e Lido Rapallo. Like our hotel at Lake Como, it's across the road from the water. Obviously we have to have a sea-facing room, despite the cost.

Here the story becomes more complicated. I thought that I was ordering the room from the hotel's website, but it turns out that I was ordering through a third party, Guest Reservations. I booked the room and gave my credit card details; a moment later - and a moment too late - I realised that they had added 45% to the cost of the room, a mere $1285. The additions were for "Tax recovery charges" and "Service fees", as if it makes a difference. I was incensed.

The GuestReservations site has a 'contact us' page, but when I tried to write an annoyed letter, every time it would be rejected as I was lacking an 'itinerary number' that is mandatory on their form but was not included in the confirmation letter that I received. In the evening, I tried phoning them; supposedly they have a local telephone number, but this number is not in use, so I had to phone USA. I was answered by what is presumably an AI bot who was operating off a script, so it was very difficult to progress.

After about five calls, I finally got through to a human being (Indian, judging by the accent) who seemed very apologetic but probably was laughing to himself all the time. After we got through the preliminaries, he gave me the missing itinerary number; I checked that I had written it down correctly. Then I asked about the charges and was told that I should speak to the hotel about them. Finally I asked about cancelling and was told that in that case, I would receive a refund of about $150 - I don't remember the actual figure as it was so insulting, but it was about 4% of what I had paid.

I sent an email to the hotel asking about those fees; to my surprise, I received an answer quite swiftly - they didn't know what I was talking about. Shortly after, I went to bed, but all night my mind was occupied with this problem.

I decided that the best thing to do would be to instruct the credit card company not to honour the request of GuestReservations; I wanted to keep the reservation but pay the hotel directly. So I was carrying on three conversations at once: with the hotel (not very productive), with our travel agent (also not very productive) and with the credit card company (slightly more productive). To conclude: they had yet to receive a request so they couldn't cancel it, but I think that I managed to convince them that I had fallen victim of a fraud - that should be reason enough to refuse the charge.

Later on, my travel agent sent me the picture shown below - someone had also been stung by this company.


Internal links
[1] 1957
[2] 1749



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74324/07/2014Improving the In-basketProgramming, In-basket
105524/07/2017Sleeping in the groundDCI Banks, Peter Robinson, Police procedurals
164624/07/2023Israeli Democracy, 1948-2023Israel
179424/07/2024The best chocolate in the world 2Peppermint, Italy

Wednesday, July 23, 2025

Dave Cousins RIP

Dave Cousins was the main songwriter and singer with The Strawbs. My 'connection' with him is that way way back in 1967 he recruited Sandy Denny to his group who then proceeded to record an album in Denmark, "All our own work"1. As far as I can figure out, Sandy's sole contribution was the very first recording of 'Who knows where the time goes'; she was the only Strawb on this track. I have this album on vinyl, if any one is interested; it should be worth a pretty penny. I remember that Cousins wrote an obituary about Sandy for Melody Maker.

Aside from that, I stayed clear of Cousins as I couldn't stand his voice: it seemed to bleat, even worse than the voice of Roger Chapman (Family, Streetwalkers).

The Guardian obituary can be found here.

Internal links
[1] 1685



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9623/07/2007Favourite filmsFilms, Woody Allen, Meg Ryan, Diane Keaton, Kevin Kline, Hugh Grant
26823/07/2010Porting the Amateur Reasoner/2Prolog, Bill Thompson
105423/07/2017This bird has flown: the enduring beauty of Rubber SoulBeatles
164523/07/2023The beginnings of a new songHealth, David Lodge, Song writing

Tuesday, July 22, 2025

Resuscitating the Donner octave pedal

On Sunday, I wrote1: [the pedal]showed exactly the same problems as the previous one! This led me to hypothesise that the pedal and its predecessor are fine - there's some other pedal that is causing interference.

I used the scientific method: first I took the pedal off the pedal board; I plugged the guitar into the input and plugged the output into the amplifier. The power for the pedal came from the power distributor on the pedal board. At first I was using the wireless connector; this did not solve the problem. Switching the wireless connector for cables made no difference. I'm not sure where the inspiration came from, but I decided to change the power cable. I was using a cable that had the same plug on both sides of the cable so I switched this for a cable that has an USB plug on one end - the power distributor has an USB socket - and suddenly the pedal was capable of transposing up! Presumably the pedal requires more power when transposing up than transposing down and the USB socket can supply that power.

The pedal is rated at 500 mA and the power distributor is rated at 2.1A; with several pedals being powered, it seems quite possible that the are overpowering the distributor. This is probably why the original pedal stopped working when I purchased the multi-function pedal2. At least I'll know what to do if there are problems in the future: either I'll remove the multi-function pedal or the tremolo pedal. So in a sense I was correct when I wrote there's some other pedal that is causing interference, but it wasn't in the way that I originally thought.

Internal links
[1] 1965
[2] 1942



This day in blog history:

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26622/07/2010Porting the Amateur ReasonerProgramming, AI
26722/07/2010Beef ratatouieCooking
61222/07/2013Transferring cassettesPersonal, Old recordings
74122/07/2014Rice and beansCooking
74222/07/2014And now for something completely differentFilms
88222/07/2015Vinyl log 20 - 22 JulyVinyl log, Fotheringay
179322/07/2024Italian phrasesItaly

Monday, July 21, 2025

Yet another bluetooth headset

I wrote1 at the beginning of June about the well-engineered YYK-520 headset that I could use for calls, keeping my hands free. The headset worked well as such, but I had problems hanging it properly on my ear. As I wrote at the time, another option was the rechargeable wireless business clip-on earbud: I ordered one from Temu which came a few days ago, and yesterday was the first chance that I had to use it. 

Apart from the price difference (this costs only a third of the headset), it's much easier to use as I only have to put the earpiece into my ear - there's no need to hang anything anywhere. In the picture on the left, the device is hooked onto my shirt and there's a thin wire leading up to my ear - I should have turned my head a little to show the earplug. I've fielded several calls and this device is much easier for me to use than the headset. I imagine that those who use the headset aren't removing it all the time in order to put on music headphones.

As I wrote originally, the documentation is a joke. I'm not too sure that I'm turning it off correctly in the afternoons, but I charge it when I take it off and this seems to be practical.

One thing that I wondered about: what happens to the wire when the earpiece is not in use? It turns out that like a fishing rod, there's a button on the device that reels the cable in, causing the earpiece to sit on top of the device. Design-wise, I might have made the multifunction button larger, or moved it away from the other two buttons, but I can live with how it's designed.

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[1] 1944



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49821/07/2012Trivets and punnetsSlow cooker
124521/07/2019Saturday swimmingSwimming
179221/07/2024Continuing to search on two columnsProgramming, Delphi, ClientDataSet

Sunday, July 20, 2025

What I did on my weekend

It seems as if all I did on Friday and Saturday is swim, recover from swimming and work on a new song. That's not totally accurate as on Friday I also worked for about 2 hours programming and yesterday evening the musical group had a rehearsal.

Swimming both days went well although on both occasions there was someone swimming a violent crawl in the lane next to me, causing many waves. I tried not to let this bother me. I increased my distance on both days by 10%, i.e. 22 lengths. It seems that I could add another two lengths next week without any problem.

But recovery took a long time: I didn't really return to full functionality before 1 pm yesterday after having finished swimming at 8:30 am. That's slightly worrying.

A few weeks ago I laid down a chord sequence and started making a demo of a new song. On Friday I completed what might be termed 'the first pass', adding link sections and a bridge. On Saturday I began developing a complete arrangement of the demo in Reason; this involved choosing instruments as well as adding instrumental lines. What was initially the accompaniment for the third verse became the first verse and the first verse became the third. I added a coda that was based on part of the bridge, and when walking the dog, I realised that I could probably add the tune of 'Killarney boys of pleasure'1 over the chord loop. This actually worked well, including a daring C# over a G chord. I imagine that there's still work to be done on the arrangement before I'm satisfied, but at least it's at the stage where I could add words if I had any.

Talking of words, on Friday some lines popped into my head from nowhere. These aren't metrically regular (although the second three lines match the first three lines, but that's because I already had them) so I'm not sure at the moment what I'll do with them. More poetic than my usual language

You and I
Were we two peas in a pod
Or leaves blown together from a random wind?
You and I
Were we a coherent tune
Or scattered notes played on an old violin?

At the band rehearsal, I was very interested to see how my new octave pedal would function. It showed exactly the same problems2 as the previous one! This led me to hypothesise that the pedal and its predecessor are fine - there's some other pedal that is causing interference. I'm going to check the pedal on its own (not as part of the signal chain on the pedal board), and assuming that the pedal works in this situation, I'll place it at the end of the signal chain instead of the beginning. Then I'll check the pedal as part of the pedal board.

If that wasn't enough of a bad surprise, when I came home and went to bed, the CPAP machine wasn't working - it seemed to be blowing air but it wasn't clearing my exhalations. I saw that there was a red warning light lit on the machine. With no other reasonable option at hand, I had to spend the night without a machine. My wife woke up at some stage and said that I was snoring loudly. I did not sleep well. I'll go and get my spare machine (which I take when I go on holiday) from our garden shed so at least tonight I should sleep much better. I'll look for the phone number of the service department.

[Edit: of course, five minutes after having written and published the blog, I went to check the CPAP machine in daylight, and it worked perfectly, so I've no idea of what happened last night.]

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[1] 73
[2] 1945



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105320/07/2017Back to the beginningDBA
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179120/07/2024M.Res.DBA

Thursday, July 17, 2025

Another parcel

Until recently, parcels from Temu would be delivered to my house; almost always the sum of an order is sufficient to warrant such service, although it may be that they constantly raise the sum. A few days ago, I received notification that a parcel had arrived and was available for collection at a shop in the local shopping mall. Yesterday I received another notification and this morning I was even 'reprimanded' that I hadn't collected the parcel (I've been very busy this week and was not even at home for a couple of days). In all of these messages, it is written that the parcel is at this shop.

Today, despite the 34°C heat, I set off for this shop. In recognition of the heat, I drove in our car and not on my motorbike - less exposure to the sun. The girl in the shop searched and searched but could not find my parcel, despite the various notices. I idlly checked the website of the actual delivery company and discovered that the parcel was probably waiting in a shop in the old commercial centre of Bet Shemesh, close to our butcher. 

So I drove up to the centre and started walking around the area where the shop should be. As no shop displays its number (i.e. address), I had to recognise the shop by its name. I walked around a wide area but could not find it. As I needed to have my eyes tested (my eyesight has improved somewhat and I reckon that I no longer need to wear glasses when driving), I stopped at the optometrist who is next door to the butcher. He tested my eyes and found that indeed my long distance sight has improved - apparently I have the beginning of a cataract. After completing the business there, I asked him where this shop is - he laughed and said that it's only a few doors away. The shop itself is tucked away in an alcove and I've never been there before.

To cut a long story short, I collected my parcel. There is another parcel on its way and this time I'll check the delivery service's website to see where they have deposited it.



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96217/07/2016More mobile phoneMobile phone, DCI Banks, Police procedurals
124117/07/2019Losing weightHealth
164217/07/2023DieticianHealth, Diet

Wednesday, July 16, 2025

Parcels

Today I received two parcels - one through the post and one via a messenger. I've been waiting for one parcel for about five months whereas the other one was something that I ordered on Sunday.

The parcel that took five months to arrive was the new double cd by The Unthanks, "In winter", that I first heard1 way back in December. As I wrote at the time: Obtaining this album was quite difficult; being on their mailing list,I was informed over a month ago of its impending release. When I tried to order it from their site, although there was an option to have it sent to Israel, their carrier lacked the capability to send it. After a few emails back and forward (including one signed by Rachel - could this be Rachel Unthank?), they finally got their act together, allowing me to order the disc (the postage costs more than the disc). Unfortunately, it is currently out of stock, so I don't know when I'll get my physical copy. But they give links that enabled me (and all other purchasers) to download mp3 files, so I can listen to the album and won't have to bother about ripping the discs when they eventually come.

After writing several times to tell them that the discs hadn't arrived, on May 13, I received an email saying "Becky has put another in the post to you this time via Royal Mail. Hope it gets there this time." There was no mail during the brief war with Iran and I wanted to wait for the backlog to clear. Fortunately the package arrived without me having to write to them again. Apart from the sealed discs (maybe they'll be worth more in the future if I don't open them), I received two postcards, one of which was without message whereas the other had 'Best wishes - the Unthanks' handwritten. I would have liked for them to have written their names.

The other parcel contained the Donner octave pedal2 that I ordered at the beginning of the week. Excellent service. I hope that this one lasts longer than its predecessor.

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[1] 1877
[2] 1723



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178816/07/2024More computer woesComputer

Sunday, July 13, 2025

Weekend roundup

The Rowin Harmonizer pedal1 was a wash-out. The latency proved to be too much so the pedal has become useless. I ordered a new Donner octave pedal this morning from an Israeli supplier so hopefully it should arrive by the end of the week. It cost me over four times the cost of the Rowin (430 NIS) but it will work!

I shouldn't have read 'Diet, drugs and dopamine'2 yesterday - I spent the entire weekend thinking about calories and weight loss. I've seen a website that calculates the number of calories burned when swimming; 30 minutes of breaststroke is only 236 calories, which is about half the number of calories that I supposedly burn from all my walking. That half hour of swimming makes me very tired this year, so I can barely do anything until after lunch. Decisions for this week: eat almonds instead of biscuits (substituting protein, fat and fibre for carbohydrates ☝️) and quinoa instead of rice (again, substituting protein and fat for carbohydrates).

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[1] 1960
[2] 1948



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Saturday, July 12, 2025

More editing problems

I hate to do this because 'Dead or Alive' is actually a pretty good thriller with a huge plot consisting of several threads, most of which come to a close by the end of the book (only a little is left over for sequels).

In chapter 64, we read [Nayoan] cleans his Web browser history almost daily, right down to the temporary files and cookies. Good practice if one is involved in nefarious activities. Yet in chapter 74 we read “Nayoan’s lazy. When we tossed his place, we found he never cleaned out his Web browser history.” Oh dear. Because he never cleaned out his browser history, a whole list of file sharing sites are found - except that he does clear his browser history so the list should never have been found. This is very much a plot hole!

Other than that, the only other mistake that I found was 'brake' was misspelled once as 'break' - problematic as in the next paragraph, 'brake' is spelt correctly (the references are to a truck).

I think that my next book to read will be my second run through 'Diet, Drugs and Dopamine'1. I have been very strict regarding time-limited eating and so my weight has returned to 85.0 kg yesterday morning. Fridays are the best day of the week regarding this technique: I had a slice of bread with cheese yesterday at 16:30 and had breakfast this morning only at 9:30, so that's seventeen hours without eating. Inbetween, I walked about 10,000 steps and swam 20 lengths, so I certainly exercised my body. If that doesn't burn off visceral fat then nothing will. On Friday evening, supper is at 19:00 and Saturday morning breakfast again at 9:30 with less walking inbetween but still with the 20 lengths, so this makes a slightly smaller contribution. I really hope that next week I'll burst through the psychological barrier of 85 kg. 

I've discovered that one local television channel is about to broadcast a show based on the first Armand Gamache novel, 'Three pines', so that should be interesting to watch.

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[1] 1948



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13812/07/2008MorseMorse
38212/07/2011Lucerne log (1)Holiday, Switzerland
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132612/07/2020Judy Dyble, RIPObituary, King Crimson, Fairport Convention
140812/07/2021EulogyPersonal, Father

Friday, July 11, 2025

Rowin harmonizer pedal

About a month and a half ago, I wrote1 about the problem that I had with the Donner octave pedal, that it would transpose down but not up. As I generally had it set to +3 semitones, this was very annoying. After a short internet search, I decided to order the Rowin Harmonizer pedal that would cost about a third of what I paid for the Donner. My search was primarily about function and not about cost, otherwise I could have ordered another Donner pedal. I ordered from the dreaded Ali Express; as there was no post to Israel during the war with Iran (no planes = no post), the delivery took longer than expected, but as we weren't playing during the war period, this didn't make too much difference.

The pedal arrived the other day, and today I unpacked it and placed it on the pedal board in place of the Donner - right at the beginning of the signal chain (but after the tuner, which doesn't really count). The pedal would appear to have slightly more functionality than the Donner pedal, as it can increase or decrease the tone by one semitone, which the Donner can't. As it happens, we are testing out a song that appears to be in Ab minor; I can simply downtune a semitone and play in A minor. 

Reviews of the pedal had me slightly worried about the latency, i.e. the time it takes between striking a string and hearing it transposed, but my testing showed that there was negligible latency. I'll try this out properly at the group's next rehearsal on Saturday night. Then I can put my capo away.

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[1] 1945



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Thursday, July 10, 2025

More bad writing

I'm now reading "Dead or alive" (the successor to 'The teeth of the tiger') that doesn't have as much filler as its predecessor (because it was written with someone else), but it still bears the mark of bad editing. For example:

Chapter 7They’d adapted well and quickly, having taken out three URC soldiers in short order—four at the Charlottesville Mall shooting and three in Europe with the Magic Pen. 

Someone doesn't know arithmetic. Surely four and three equal seven, not three.

Chapter 16The witness reports would invariably fall into one of three general categories: I saw nothing; someone in a mask ran in, shot the man, and ran out, it all happened so fast; and Rosikhina’s favorite, Ya ne govo’ryu po russki. I don’t speak Russian. And of those accounts, the only true statement they’d get was likely the last one.

What do you think the only true statement was? No marks if you thought it was "I don't speak Russian". No, it's "It all happened so fast", which is not the final statement.

Obviously I missed my true vocation: I should have been a copy editor. I would have had a field day with the novels of Tom Clancy and his offspring.

One might ask why I am reading these books if they are so bad. They are actually fairly enjoyable and thought provoking, but the real reason is that when I have a few minutes spare from work, I don't have to concentrate hard on reading a serious non-fiction book.

At least this book piqued my curiosity suffiently to discover what a carbine is: a long gun that has its barrel shortened. Thus I discovered that the last few times that I did reserve duty (over twenty years ago), I was armed with an M4 carbine, as are the military in the first chapter of this book.



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73610/07/2014Analysing ExcelDBA, Excel
87610/07/2015Vinyl log 18 - 10 JulySandy Denny, Vinyl log, Fairport Convention
140710/07/2021Funeral playlistPersonal, Father

Wednesday, July 09, 2025

Intercept, Titan Rain and Jack Ryan Jnr

I read a very interesting book entitled 'Intercept' by Gordon Corera over the weekend that tells the previously untold - and previously highly classified - story of the melding of technology and espionage. The story as such starts with Bletchley Park at the beginning of the second world war; this material is hardly 'previously untold' but it's always interesting to read it from a different source. This chapter also serves as background to the Cryptonomicon1. From there, one reads about the various codebreaking developments over the years and how the world changed from using morse broadcast over the radio (even though the morse was encrypted) to the internet.

In doing so, author Corera makes a huge mistake that he would correct in a later book, entitled The Illegal: The Hunt for a Russian Spy in Post-War London. This book is about the Russian illegal, Gordon Lonsdale aka Konon Molody and how he, along with several of the spies that he was serving, was caught. A Russian defector codenamed Sniper informed the CIA who informed MI5 that the Russians had two very important spies in Britain; one in British intelligence, the other somewhere in the Navy. Furthermore, the navy spy had a name that sounded something like Huppkner - this turned out to be one Harry Houghton. He was followed and seen meeting with another man and transferring to him a carrier bag; this other man was followed as well. Later on, Lonsdale prior to going on holiday deposited various items in a bank vault; while he was away, MI5 got permission to access his items and found 'a complete spy kit' including a miniature camera, film and one time pads. In other words, the passage in chapter 5 that I am about to quote is wrong: The correlation of fragments of information with signals was the work of the real-life George Smileys, John le Carré’s fictional spy-hunter. These techniques would lead to Gordon Lonsdale, a Canadian jukebox salesman who was really Konon Molody, a KGB ‘illegal’ working under deep cover, and his contacts Peter and Helen Kroger, posing as antiquarian booksellers while they sent back to Moscow secrets provided by British traitors. John le Carré gets mentioned several times in this book.

Later chapters revealed to me the existance of an operation named Titan Rain about which I had never previously heard. This was the single most significant cyber espionage campaign in history [that] is thought to have stolen ‘terabytes’ of data from Sandia Labs, NASA and US defence contractors by 2004 (ten to twenty terabytes by 2007). These attacks originated in Guangdong, China. At this point I stopped and said to myself that this sounds familiar.

And indeed it does: it was basically the back story for the novel "Threat vector"2 by Tom Clancy and Mark Greaney that even locates the Chinese 'Ghost Ship' in Guangdong. As this book was basically written by Greaney, it is taught and exciting. This thought caused me to remember an earlier book of Clancy's called "The teeth of the tiger" that is the first Jack Ryan Jnr book. As this was written by Clancy alone, it is sorely in need of editing; I used to reckon that his books could be reduced in size by 30% and in doing so would improve them; this one needs to be reduced in size by at least 50% and then there might be something left that is worth reading.

I had never noticed this before, but the bad writing includes one of the worst or inane sentences that I have ever read in a book. The first sentence in chapter 11 is [t]he sun rose promptly at dawn. Excuse me?? What is the definition of 'dawn' if not when the sun rises? Of course it rose promptly! I cannot understand how an author could write such a sentence and why it was not edited out.

Another thing about this book that annoys me: characters are forever "lighting up" their computers (e.g. chapter 18, "Jack had lit up his computer". In real life, people turn on or reboot their computers. "Lit up" is also used in connection with cigarettes and even once someone's face "lit up". This shows a poverty of verbs. Actually, in connection with cigarettes, the correct form (at least in British English) is to light a cigarette or to light up (without the object, cigarette). But not to "light up a cigarette".

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